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I know this woman - no I don't
but the way our energy connected
Reflected an intertwined section Soul
She doesn't believe in soul, but we'll call it soul
Because there's nothing else in this universe to describe
We transcribed our hearts into each other
Woven together stitch by painful stitch
And I know the word “Bitch” is only a word passed down by patriarchal doctrine to control the psyche
Though at this moment I feel my psyche is not not under control
I swore to myself I would never trust again
Now here's this lost timid freak pouring his last shred of hope into this woman
Looked into each others eyes so we can see right through
Slice my chest open, and pull my heart through
I've grown stronger, you can tear it, you can chew
Whatever it takes for you to see the light and build you
Its not that I don't know better than not to love
Blame it on my synapses, that's all the wires in my mind control me do
Dove fly, until you see the most high
I cry, Let me shove happiness to the sky
That crime you own with every ounce of your precious
As you stare into that mirror blankly, you're unable to see your true identity
Blindly hiding from your own preciousness
“No matter, you're so much like me I feel sorry for you”
As your mind fractures, the mirror shatters
See, we're the same, I'm coming apart by the seams
Seems seemly we dream of nightmares that splatters
As I lay on the ground crushed, there I stood to give you a soft kiss on the cheek
Thy harshest of meek, where words can't suffice to speak
Because I don't believe in trust, I believe in unconditional love
Well fuck, well fuck, down in my deepest bone all my self can scream is fuck you
Muffled by a heart that only utter the words I love you
Since a traumatized child I was out to prove to the world the only thing that exists is love
It is always there ever was, is or ever will be
I couldn't see our future, because now is the only time there ever will be
I fib violently like whatever, we held each other in our arms and promised us forever
Later you cut, you burn, you look deep into your bruise and tell me none of it was true
While you strangle yourself, you're strangling me 'til our hearts remain a permanent blue
Isle croon tangled ourself, I guess the blood we shared ran out of oxygen
I'm sick of being lied to, you can't look me in the eye and say our souls aren't connected
I will never give up on you, so how can you give up on me?
Once again the fool for truth ends the loser, but I'll die a fool if just one more brother or sister can open their eye
Dreams of reality while you're too distracted by everything that's make believe
Believe in you in ardently
So here I am, opened far too intensely, bleeding my self until we're all One
But self aint nothing but an ego, Until we all grow, no one will
I've learned infinite, which means I've learnt nothing
Only thing left to do is to learn all that infinite I'll never know
And never let go of your hand so that we can share that infiniteness together
Since everything is everything, then anything is nothing, cus even nothingness is everything
I don't love you!, I respect and admire you
How can you ever question how much I fucking love you
If I could express the words how I felt for you I wouldn't sing these fucking songs
Longing for your earnesty, our destiny was fate
But free will can be a bitch
No worries I got the fix, I call it sick contradiction self-destruction
Already buried those demons, now manipulation is an honest wince
Since no one is awake just burn me at the stake
The Earths last sigh, As the Earth quakes, we watch her hips gyrate
Hate my scars and unseen wounds, wear 'em nakedly as if they were your wedding dress
As you dress your sorrow in cheap thrills, I'm patiently waiting 'till you find your own will
No one can become the you that you dont even realize you want, except your own faith
You follow your friends, but only you can grow to own your own true image
Let us gaze as another leader follows the lambs to the slaughter
Your words and energy speak the most grandeur love
Your actions and emotions speak the most violent hate
How can I be upset with you, when all I know how to do is love you?
How can one live without their greatest fears?, what is more beautiful than a woman's tears?
Goodbye for now friend, the ones who love you are your endless prey
So here I kneel, with dirt, blood, and tears on my face I pray
credits
from Free Release,
released April 16, 2015
instrumental by Ant of Atmosphere
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023
