Where ammmm I???
Whaaats happening? (This is Life)
Why is life???
(You are my child)
Who am IIII (I know who you, I've always known you. Come to me...)

(YOU ARE NOT A PLAN
EVERYTHING IS IN PLAN
YOU ARE A MISTAKE
GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES)
Engraved upon flesh be
Yetzer Hara

Rippin out, bloody n frail
On inside mother's womb, Baby braille
A silent scream, a whispered yell
By what could have been, unborn trails
Smoke spirit like embalming fluid
Body catch fire, dear darling druid
Truth offends, don't state (in) public stupid
I know truth hurts, I've been nailed to it


The vortex imprinted upon the texture of my soul

You Just aim to please,
I'd rather get high off my disease
They say fruit fall not far from tree
Father's still in prison, wonder if too he's detoxing
Don't hug or kiss me, just miss me
If that's my wrist, you know you can slit free
Silent drift leafs or leave in ditch, better yet, forget me
And if you're still in question of where I stand
It's beside the murders, thieves, and whores
wwjd
Forever feelin fatally Frida Kahlo
I edited the 'Death of the Mother' into a dreamscape
And I shall have not a drop of glory, for all glory belong to He, and thus mine lay with His
So drip drip drip, life bless children of the Dead...
And I will never judge nor compliment your weaknesses, I will love them instead
now dive downside up head first into confines of own head
come n live inside my mind
yeah real prison time
Nothing left to fate, I paved my own way
I did evil things...for evil men...
So when I was raised from dead, call it God's plan

And I don't know what I want
But I know that I want it

persecute me persecute me persecute me
for speaking what I believe

what's it mean to be free?

persecute me persecute me persecute me
for speaking what I believe

what's it mean to be free?

a message to the children at the gates of hell
I am a black ragged square on a bloodred background
I can teach you how to sever the heart n leave no trace. The art of being ghost.
time is money so, how much you payin me to slit your throat, cus bitch, I gotta go
So mirror mirrored thy own Maleficent
Taste this breath of malevolence with a subtle silent glow that gleams so heaven sent
anxious anxiety do me in
freshness depressive divin in
A wound cannot heal apart from it's own body
my heart is an empty shell, but I can fill it to where it used to be
one eye teary teary
I still remember when I slit my own throat simply cus I thought it funny
Hunny won't you hold my past against me if I paint it to you nice n bloody
teehee
sss so slyther to my stone Mr Potter
N offer a Weasly manger to Miss Granger
she was destroyin me wit compliments
My heart whispered thank you dear, in ease
When my mind just wanted to wanted to scream
Fuckin kill me please!

And you can't commit the unforgiveable sin but I can

why can't I feel fear, Aint no savin me
I'm barely holdin on, clingin to your garment dear
Stupid guinea pig spoutin, it's in the name of science!
Drowning in one's own insides probably ain't Emerson's definition of self-reliance
the shapiro delay is creating so much dark matter in between the space-time continuum that entire new universes are being created.............
what the fuck is a conscience
my frontal lobe is fully fried
looked a cartel in his eye
said look look, look a cartel in his eye
LA LA LA LA LA
what the fuck is the law
Kitty kept face in bowl Pyrex
Never ungrip by mighty claw
Let the spirit speak I ain't gotta flex
Bloody face cus log saw rough
Bluff base snugged free like sty
I was busy starin at my Lucy in the sky
You could tell was rare by diamond in thy eye
I'm who these kids who think they're dead inside envy
Gigantically grandiose grates grandeur of being a priest when the whole world's my alter boy chokin on my grand load
don't grab em by the pussy, grab em by the psyche
Is that frightening?
Look into my eye see
does darkness enlighten thee
Fly clear, oh my me, dear, fear beware
wary glare, danger near
Others stay clear
Where we draw closer friendly mortal peer

I'm not obsessed wit death
I'm just very faithful to our marriage
Santa muerte hold me tight

How you talkin revolution when you've never even been punched in the face
Who gave you the right to hold a mic when I step in da place
Cus I've got 99 problems n a fake rapper aint one
if all you rap about is rap then fuck outta here
I ripped thru the abyss just to put some flava in ya ear
See I've lived many lives
N I've died many times
So if I ain't livin right
Then Shut up n stone me then
So those your plaques? Gimme dat
You're bitch? I'm hittin dat
So BO BO BO, as I show you who's da biggest Cat
“You can't comprehend, the danger you in?”
Ye Violent crimes is what world is promisin
No chill now, don't slow down, no givin in
Not of this world so what is sin?
Since Immaculate conception
Bore our DNA, got first got last inside my DNA
The fight n war inside my DNA
Time unstrangled n strangled grasp inside my DNA
Flesh n spirit wrestle circles inside my DNA
Everything n all between interwoven in my dream
I had a dream Earth was as heaven, n I don't know what my dream mean

Oh mystery, oh mystery, please carry me
)))

There is no greater freedom than being loved by you
There is no greater freedom than being owned by you
There is no greater freedom than serving you


so hold your heart up, you preciously vulnerable unstuffed puff of fragile wiccan spirit
I promise I'll do whatever to protect it
I promise I'll do whatever to strengthen it
I promise I'll do anything to not break it
I promise...

the greatest pain isn't losing a loved one,
but watching them suffering knowing you can't do anything to stop it
endlessly was the lifelessness in your face when my heart stopped n the docs told you they didn't know if they could bring me back to you
when I risen again a screaming grin
that I can end me to end your sufferin
Of watching your eldest son suffering
all life stripped from your spirit ghostly undead mother
all my words for you sunk back down into that abyss God pulled me outta
outta tries, outta thought, outta emotions
outta spirit, outta singular grain o dust of humanity left
so know even with these demons
scratchin n grabbin at my neck n back
to drag me back down again
when you see me in the sky
my wings have not even the smell o smoke on me
I run towards the fire
cus what's a fire to the Light?
Cloak of holy armour bright now
How I stuggle to stand on shaky wobbling legs,
Always one misstep away
from relapse
Where dreams collapse
From deepest chasms of thy darkest abyss
I chased death to end of her alternate
universe n back again
howd she escape me?
She caught me cheatin wit her cousin sleep n enwrapped me
in paralysis in her mind
Heart enthralled within this crime?

unnn life leaves me empty, all I want is for everyone to stay away from me
Why won't anyone stay close enough to love me?
Yeah I know I'm impossible, I know I'm impossible
I'm so fuckin impossible
I probably won't survive, but it's possible

And I don't know what I want
I just know that I want it

persecute me persecute me persecute me
for speaking what I believe

what's it mean to be free?

persecute me persecute me persecute me
for speaking what I believe

what's it mean to be free?...