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[Verse 1]
Home is where I left you
No longer safe for refuge
No I won't come back to rescue
May spirit have truly blessed you
Cause this life is gonna test you
May West you with her best view
Sometimes you'll call her a bitch
But really she's just vexed you
Oh the hexes and the nixes
Crossed fingers, crucifixes
Molasses french kisses
From the misses and the mistress
I guess I'm superstitious
Like Grandma, heard them whispers
Haunted by the hisses
Of the snakes in our abysses
I'm just trying to find the fixes
No pot left here to piss in
George Foreman grill my kitchen
But you don't want to listen
You just want attention
Blind fury Kamikaze
Riches, paparazzi
Selling pictures that are glossy
Living like a zombie
Empty heart Mohave
Gone like Anasazi
I disappeared so nonchalantly
Yeah home is where I left you
I swear it was to protect you
No I never meant to reject you
Now I can't help but to reflect you
Cause I'd rather sell out than sell myself short
[Hook]
Self-destructive man feels completely alienated
Utterly alone, he's an outsider to the human community
[Verse 2: Time]
This is my shadow, this is my shadow
This is the mirror, inside is my battle
My enemy is fear, I try to forgive
I know I made mistakes like look what I did
I know I disappear, I know I get depressed
I know I said words that made you feel less
I know I'm insecure, that's why I talk shit
I'm really just mad cause I never dropped a hit
I know I'm an asshole, I know I'm selfish
I got a big ego, I really can't help it
I know I get quiet, I know I act childish
I know I shut down, my weapon is silence
I know I'm a coward, I know I'm a liar
I know I'm negative and always tired
I know I judge others cause there's lack in myself
I know I want money but I want true wealth
I'm truly trying to diagnose the demons in me
My patriarchy, prejudice, masculinity
I used to get jumped, that's why I got rage
So I take it out in the booth with ink on the page
My shadow comes out, my medulla erupts
I'm feeling so stuck, I'm throwing uppercuts yelling I don't give a fuck
That's that shit that got me arrested
Blade in the glove box nothing to mess with
My shadow took a stomach full of pills, I made myself throw up
Laying on the bathroom floor, man, grateful for life, that's how you grow up
My shadow said you can't save the world until you save yourself, so I saved myself
Real battles are fought on the inside, I signed that treaty, thanks for the help
You saved my life, that's true wealth
[Hook]
Self-destructive man feels completely alienated
Utterly alone, he's an outsider to the human community
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023
